ahahahaha YES.

when I was younger, I was afraid of walking down the stairs at night. not for any rational reason like I'd trip because it was dark and fall down the stairs, or because I'd get in trouble.

no.

I was afraid to walk down the stairs because I was afraid I'd step on a porcupine at the bottom.

What? Does that even make sense? i don't even know if there are porcupines near where I live. 

Yeah..... >_>;;

:D

finished hair.

(a while ago, lol)

aaaaand SHAZAM.
( seeee~ )

So I hate Valentines Day. It's practically protocol for me to hate it. I've been hating it so long that I'm really not sure what I would do with a good Valentine's Day. Its like compliments: If someone compliments me I lock up hella... go into this mode of "Wait. I... what? Did they just... they did. oh god. what do I do? uhh uhh QUICK SAY SOMETHING ANYTHING!" and usually the entirely wrong thing comes out.

But you never know, this year may or may not be different. There's this little skeptic in me that goes "pffff It will always be bad don't get your hopes up bitch." and I'm really hoping to be able to laugh in its face this year. You never know.

I may or may not have a bullshit valentine this year. lol. just so neither of us end up moping. xD

I need to go crawl into bed like the pitiful creature that I am, but when it all comes down to it this year might be different after all.

lolbullshit

I had a fun dream last night, and it brought up some stuff I hadn't thought about in a while. More specifically, someONE I hadn't thought about recently.

( [[I hate waking up]] )